untold wishes

looked in the mirror this morning, didn't like what i saw.i am growing FAT.this has become a serious issue now.i am hating myself.i am feeling scared of facing the mirror :( thinking of going on a crash diet.will feed on fruits for the going and coming  week.
i wanna say bye bye fat and greet the gorgeous body.but this is not that simple.


yesterday i had blood in my vomit.did the same this morning.i dont know whats happening.why the hell am i vomiting blood ?so damn scared.am i dying ? 
no no no.i dont wanna die.still have long way to go.still have millions of  unfulfilled wishes....


* finish college and become a graduate 

* attend university 

* see the glow of pride on my parent's face (will surely love to replace this image with mine )

* get a job

* gift this car to my parents on their wedding day

* marry my love

* spend life in my dream house with my love 

* own a pug

*tame a crocodile

* visit paris and shop till my wallet's empty

* go scuba diving and explore the vastness of the sea

*see for myself that the earth is round

*experience weightlessness

* go sky diving 

* bungee jumping 

*participate in the La Tomatina festival in Bunol, Spain

* get arrested :P

* go on a hot air balloon ride K

* sleep under the stars

* kiss in the rain 

*take vodka shots and forget the world

* go on a honemoon to city of love - Venice

* explore europe with K

* stand on the topmost floor of burj khalifa

* dye my hair purple

*swim with shark

* campfire on a lonely island with K

* have a child 

the list goes on and on...........