the 4:00 am conversation

she:did u notice that i am talking to you for the past 4 hours  :)

he: but i'm feeling like we just started..
she: mujhe bhi nai pata chala 4 hours kaa..... 4 hours=240 minutes =14400 sec  omg! 
he: haha i can talk my whole lyf like this..try kare :p
she: hehe
he: are u feeling sleepy?
she: its already 4...sleeepongi nahi... toh kal wakoongi kaise?
he: toh u the goes to the beds and take the sleepz now ...okiez
she:  :)
she: u also sleeeeeeeeep
he: neend nahi hai....will see some movie
she: chup chap soja huh :@! gudnight
he:ok gud night..bye :(

how does she know??

How does she know that you love her?
How does she know she’s yours?
How does she know that you really really truly love her…?

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted

You must remind her everyday! 

Well do you leave a little note to tell her

she is on your  mind ?
Do u send her Yellow flowers when the sky is gray?

you’ve got to show her you need her

Don’t treat her like a mind reader

Each day do something to need her To make her believe ,you love her!

Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know that true love is true....


Well do u take her out dancin’ just so u can hold her close?                         Dedicate a song with words in just for her? Ohhh!

Will you wear her favourite color  just so you can match her eyes?

 or Rent a private tent by the fire's glow???

Her heart will be yours forever if something everyday you will show J

That's how she will know that you are her love!

the guilt

its 3:45 am and i am up.....as i peep through my hostel window, the roads appear as lonely as my heart tonight...turning back the pages of the book of life,the feeling of guilt captures me.....the questions like "was it really me who was responsible? , why did i do that?" pop up and create turmoil within me...i find myself absolutely clueless as to where i am heading to.......all i can see is darkness......

inspite of all this, some special ones fill my life with a ray of hope....guiding light they are....they force me to believe that no matter what every cloud has a silver lining....and everything is gonna be alright...all i have to do is decorate my face with a smile :) 

 the 20 long years have made me a "fake smile" expert..while though he makes me look at a life from a different angle which makes me believe that there is something worth living for....that its not only me who is the sufferer...life is not that bad and that i just think too much and that's the time when i feel i just cant do without him....can't let him go.....Sometimes, I just need to talk to him, but I just lie to myself;i miss him and tell myself,"no, you can't, you bloody stone heart!" 

some mistakes just make people so out of reach...the guilt of making the wrong decisions stays for ever!

P.S. i love u

What a beautiful difference one single life made!! i wish u were still there with me..Thousands of miles separate us now...bt dats the rule of life....u land up here,finish the job the god has loaded you with...n then go bak to ur creator.....y did u finish ur job so fast……..cudnt u stay for much longer……??? :( May be destiny had some different plans…

Nyways u are turning 21 today…..wow! bada ho gaya bacha J party hard dude! Rock the heaven…party on the clouds …bundle of wishes will reach u soon…my treat is pending n ur present too….  :P
hope u don’t miss me too much……I have learnt to live without you……accepted the fact that life goes on and on……bas no more senti dialogs……here is a big cake for u sweetheart :D

hope m the first one to wish you :)

RIP

*hugs*

smiling is infectious!

smiling....an amazing behavior,one we demonstrate well before we speak

did you smile today???
today give a stranger one of your smiles...it might be the only sunshine he sees all day
Smiling is infectious,You catch it like the flu...When someone smiled at me today,I started smiling, too.A single smile, just like mine Could travel round the earth....

never frown even when you are sad...coz u never know who is falling in love with your smile :)

this poem made me smile even sitting here at my computer..!!! yes...a smile costs nothing,but gives much.it enriches those  who receive , without making poorer those who give.it takes but a moment...and brightens the day :)


Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

ps-post inspired by someone who wants to see me smile :)

my obsession with weird creatures...!!!

it all started wen i was very young.....unlike most of the kids who are afraid of creatures like lizards,frogs,snakes etc and hate their sight, i was different....bachpan ka sapna tha......that i fine day i would tame a tiger...have a ride on it....so far  it is unfulfilled...recently  a sudden urge to get a crocodile and tame it struck my mind....bt it is nearly impossible :(
below are the few creatures that amuse me the most.....ahh me and my obsession with them...

the cute chameleon brothers 

the graceful movement of filling its tummy

the newly born crocodiles...

the froggy.........adorable!!!!

the cutest *lucky charm*

this blue n orange snake looks so pretty with green in the background...............blends beauty and danger in just the right proportions!!!

last but not the least
this beautiful creature...how wonderfully god has painted it with red purple paints

romantic lazy mirchi

so here i put forward the story of three *studs*....

one 24X7 romantic...other lazy to the core...n last but not the least me who is a perfect taurean.....
our lovely "LILA (lost in love of A)" has surrendered her *tann mann dhann* to her "to be " prince charming"...she finds positive in every damn thing no matter how weird the situations may turn out...the romantic girly lives in  her own dreamy world of "happily ever after" and waits....waits waits n waits.....lets c how many frogs will she kiss before making the final landing  to the "perfect two" scene...

coming to our lazy lad... *guggu* for whom the greatest pleasure of the world lies in eating and Zzzzz......there is no love in her life...her Moto :

bt we know that something is kaala in the daal....chupa rustam she is! ek din we will surely find out the reason behind her frequent deactivation of FB :P

now about *teekhi mirchi* (the twitter name)...!!!!

teekhi in her behaviour n mirchi in her attitude....who believes that coffee,chocolates n MEN.....the richer the better!!! 

she loves revealing other's secrets. ...but she is not a khuli kitaab...she has a secret lover who is just a friend according to her.now lets see who opens this kitaab....

to be continued........

PS-thanx for reading till end :)