steve jobs : the greatest geek!

Steve dies at a young age of 56 after losing a battle against the unbeatable cancer on 5th oct 2011.the man who made apple dies.here's the most inspiring speech by the legend himself.he was brave enough to think,bold enough to change the world and talented enough to do it.the word is deeply saddened by the loss of the visionary 

a sneak peak into the good old times!

As the present time is not going good for me and i have no intention to announce this worst phase to you all, i decided to display a slice of my life which always makes me smile even if the smile has to struggle through tears....

Yesterday night was again a sleepless one. Not a second of peace. Night reserves nostalgia. My brain automatically started shuffling back through the book of life it stopped on the day i had my first b'day.i cud see all the happy faces celebrating my 1 year of existence. a magical glow directly from god's house was all around  :) :) :)

The next stop was on the first day of my schooling could see tiny girl of four on the gate of school, who hated to go away from her mother. She cried cried but in vain. She was carried by her principal to the play room inhabited by many little ones like her. But she missed her favorite toy. After two hours she was back in the most comforting place, in her mom's arms. Her mother used to bait her school workers to take care of her doll. From that day on the tiny one was greeted by a different surprise each day which completely made her day, she began liking the school :)

The next chapter that was unfolded in my mind was the day i met my best friend, my lifeline. i was in the vehicle that was to carry me to the gates of convent where i was introduced to her by her elder sister. We became friends, good friend, best friends and now the closest friends ...as i go on i remember all the times we had together. as my life change from whatever, we will still be friends forever!

Coming on to the love which enters everyone's life sooner or later, well i don't have any sweet memories to share. Thinking of love leaves me shattered again, broken again...

Then my brain took a U turn and made me make a quick landing into the time not so far away from the present...yes! The first day of my college flashed. The horrifying faces of the seniors were giving me hostile looks as given to the criminals. They had forgotten the traditions of warm welcomes. The very first day i was badly ragged by a group of fourth year guys. a new but not so good experience soon became a part of daily routine for the entire 4 months which were most difficult to survive. But destiny had different plans. The hard times vanished and i was soon introduced to a good soul who turned out to be my partner in bad times. An ultimate source of positive vibes and a person to truly rely on. Luck was completely in my favor! :)

i wish i cud really go down the memory lane and relive those glorious moments :)

the world which i rule!

did i ever mention that i love dreaming...i can do weirdest of the things in my fantasy world which is nearly impossible to do in the real world....the dream land is full of all the wonderful people who have no feeling of hatred for nyone....contentment over powers greediness...the world free of narrow hopeless folks

in dream i see myself as the most attractive lady of the town...the heart stealing princess...the personification of cuteness...who doesnot believe in stooping in front of nybody..she lives for herself and only for herself...she is as beautiful as palm trees against the ocean breeze..as precious as an angel looking to god on the knees...who treats herself as a princess living among commoners who fail to see her beauty and sing praises for her....

i see myself siting on the 100th floor of the office building owned by me..just throwing ordering at my employees while sipping my favorite cappuccino...world's best lies at my feet...i  just shop every tempting thing in the world without having a glance at the price tag....the world's prettiest outfits enough to make the other women jealous decorate my wardrobe....

i see myself on a never ending holiday....a holiday on a lonely island untouched....ready to be explored ....ready to showcase the glorious  beauty bestowed on it by the supreme power..the island all set to provide a vast canvas of environments to discover a variety of unrivaled natural wonders....with me resting on a swing and feeling the motion of waves all around me.... :)

i see my self sitting on a cozy couch placed in the valley surrounded by the snow capped  towering mountains....feeling the chilling breeze as it touches my cheeks...and see the birds making their way back to their homes as the moon makes its way to the sky....

yes! this is how the world which i rule looks like :)

P.S. written in hurry...excuse for ny errors!

my first silver strand!

i woke up today, and as i usually do , i stood in front of mirror and stared at myself..i noticed something glistening in my flock of hair....yes! u got me right...
i brushed my first grey today...styling to the left, the metallic streak, not like hair at all, rested there well distinguished...but believe me it was not at all a pleasant discovery... :(

the loreal hair color ad simply flashed in my mind...the 20 year old had lost it...the youth was departing...there were some of the obvious questions that began to pop up in my head n started bothering me..
are these signs of aging?
am i growing old?
is it a result of hard stress which have over taken me?
is it a consequence of missing my meals, lack of proteins?
what to do next? bleach , remove or dye?
i was under complete shock..i shouldn’t be really bothered right? grey hair is just one of those things that would happen to us all eventually..yeah true! but did i mention that i am only 20? :( i am convinced that in a couple months time ,i am going to be covered in greys :'( :'(

longing for a pug

something about this adorable breed beckoned me..every time i saw someone walking with their pug ,or spied a greeting card with that irresistible creature on it,or saw one in the "hutch" ad , my heart leapt and i was hooked . Seeing pugs on the street still makes me slump with sadness.... I haven't forgotten my longing  for a pug, and it hasn't gone away.... :(

i want a pug  at ny cost....bt my mom has put forward a condition .....n it goes like this "listen shona if u want to get a pug , be ready to take proper care of it;...... from checking pug for being  neutered, tested for heartworm, fecal tested, vaccinated against Bordetella, Rabies, Corona, Distemper, microchipped...to giving  the unconditional love that pets are hungry for...." *sigh* i wonder when will i finally get the opportunity to adopt  the  "toy" breed of dog with a wrinkly,  short-muzzled face, and curled tail..... :D

....on a lonely night!

she broke his heart
misbehaved,fought without any reason
but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
for days and days,the guilt daunted on her mind
she tried to drink her pain away
a little at a time
but she never could get drunk enough
to get him off her mind
until the night....
the suffering was destined
it was self invited
nobody could match her ill luck
she was lost inside
breaking as every moment passed
braving everything with a smile....

one could find her with her face down in the pillow
with tears making it soaking wet
falling apart as the moments passed
and clinging to his picture for dear life
wishing for loads of success and luck
on one of the loneliest nights
which was as mysterious as her soul
hiding so many feelings......

the 4:00 am conversation

she:did u notice that i am talking to you for the past 4 hours  :)

he: but i'm feeling like we just started..
she: mujhe bhi nai pata chala 4 hours kaa..... 4 hours=240 minutes =14400 sec  omg! 
he: haha i can talk my whole lyf like this..try kare :p
she: hehe
he: are u feeling sleepy?
she: its already 4...sleeepongi nahi... toh kal wakoongi kaise?
he: toh u the goes to the beds and take the sleepz now ...okiez
she:  :)
she: u also sleeeeeeeeep
he: neend nahi hai....will see some movie
she: chup chap soja huh :@! gudnight
he:ok gud night..bye :(