Wednesday, October 05, 2011


As the present time is not going good for me and i have no intention to announce this worst phase to you all, i decided to display a slice of my life which always makes me smile even if the smile has to struggle through tears....


Yesterday night was again a sleepless one. Not a second of peace. Night reserves nostalgia. My brain automatically started shuffling back through the book of life it stopped on the day i had my first b'day.i cud see all the happy faces celebrating my 1 year of existence. a magical glow directly from god's house was all around  :) :) :)

The next stop was on the first day of my schooling could see tiny girl of four on the gate of school, who hated to go away from her mother. She cried cried but in vain. She was carried by her principal to the play room inhabited by many little ones like her. But she missed her favorite toy. After two hours she was back in the most comforting place, in her mom's arms. Her mother used to bait her school workers to take care of her doll. From that day on the tiny one was greeted by a different surprise each day which completely made her day, she began liking the school :)

The next chapter that was unfolded in my mind was the day i met my best friend, my lifeline. i was in the vehicle that was to carry me to the gates of convent where i was introduced to her by her elder sister. We became friends, good friend, best friends and now the closest friends ...as i go on i remember all the times we had together. as my life change from whatever, we will still be friends forever!

Coming on to the love which enters everyone's life sooner or later, well i don't have any sweet memories to share. Thinking of love leaves me shattered again, broken again...


Then my brain took a U turn and made me make a quick landing into the time not so far away from the present...yes! The first day of my college flashed. The horrifying faces of the seniors were giving me hostile looks as given to the criminals. They had forgotten the traditions of warm welcomes. The very first day i was badly ragged by a group of fourth year guys. a new but not so good experience soon became a part of daily routine for the entire 4 months which were most difficult to survive. But destiny had different plans. The hard times vanished and i was soon introduced to a good soul who turned out to be my partner in bad times. An ultimate source of positive vibes and a person to truly rely on. Luck was completely in my favor! :)

i wish i cud really go down the memory lane and relive those glorious moments :)









11 comments:

hindizen.com said...

Wish you more good luck.:)

Angel said...

thanku :)

karan(cactus) said...

well gal...i must say u make me drown into the sea of tears of my old days...lolzz... aaah what the days were they from my first day on earth to the first day in my school.. from my first friend to the gal i proposed ... haha thanx.. memories are always the best...cz they always make u smile... and gal good days and bad days are both the part of life... both make our life full of masala and twists .. and about bad times... hmm u should welcome them wd smiles as well so that problem will also feel nervous seeing ur warm welcome and confidence haa... and as i know very well how brave are you.. so i know u understand these words better ...atleast better than me haa.. aur haan never feel broken thinking about love.. cz as acc. to me light of love is the brightest one in this world... and over every past and present there's a future.. so i know in future .. this bright light gonna lighten ur life as well.. and u will no longer feel shattered....so keep smiling friend .. cz smile is the best weapon u have for hard times and best way to express ur good times ..and will always lighten u up and u should not lose it in anyway hmmm.. :) so keep smiling dost

Angel said...

well u said it rightly...everything is perishable but memories remain...in a single life we get loads of moments which can be remembered :)
coming on to love...m totally clueless about this word! may be you are right.may be love is the brightest emotion :)
keep smiling
happy blogging :)

The Dreamer said...

As always again you have presented your feelings in such a bright manner. It's good to know about your life,really. I like reading your posts. Things will get better as I have always said to you before. Just take life as it unfolds & move one.

Angel said...

i should thank u for taking out time for my posts...and yes life is a mystery which brings on each day as a surprise :)

The Dreamer said...
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The Dreamer said...

Come on. Even if i am busy I always make it a point to read your posts. I love reading your blog. So no need for thanks, really :)

Anonymous said...

...Tym nvr chng,it's us human who evolve...whn ur poor evry $ is precious...same way d smile tht struggle through tears is nothing but "courage"....sleepless nyts hmmmmm......sleep is a waste of tym in d 1st place...so it's gud in a way,gvs u mor tym 2look back & plan ahead...it's smart 2revisit life (sm smiles--sm tears) 1 w/o d other is meaningless....r thez pictures of u as a baby & who r thez 2angles (wch 1 r u, d1 in in white or d1 in turquoise)....I personally don't believe in luv...ther is no such thng called luv...I honour only frndship...in life evry xpereance (gud or bad) is an asset...evn ragging is fun,1st ur taken by it & thn later u pull it on others...tht's hw we kp growing ...don't u only wish but u must (in my opinion) reminisce evry moment of ur getting "HERE"...live d life d way u want "EVRYDAY" :-)) blue_man905 1.00am EST P.S.ur writring is splendid !!!!!

Angel said...

thanku for going through the post....stay connected :)
P.S. m the one in turquoise :P

Anonymous said...

i wud'nd miss it fr d world...u bet fr staying connected :-)) blue_man905 2.10am EST

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