Tuesday, March 27, 2012

looked in the mirror this morning, didn't like what i saw.i am growing FAT.this has become a serious issue now.i am hating myself.i am feeling scared of facing the mirror :( thinking of going on a crash diet.will feed on fruits for the going and coming  week.
i wanna say bye bye fat and greet the gorgeous body.but this is not that simple.


yesterday i had blood in my vomit.did the same this morning.i dont know whats happening.why the hell am i vomiting blood ?so damn scared.am i dying ? 
no no no.i dont wanna die.still have long way to go.still have millions of  unfulfilled wishes....


* finish college and become a graduate 




* attend university 




* see the glow of pride on my parent's face (will surely love to replace this image with mine )




* get a job


* gift this car to my parents on their wedding day




* marry my love




* spend life in my dream house with my love 




* own a pug



*tame a crocodile




* visit paris and shop till my wallet's empty




* go scuba diving and explore the vastness of the sea




*see for myself that the earth is round



*experience weightlessness


* go sky diving 




* bungee jumping 




*participate in the La Tomatina festival in Bunol, Spain



* get arrested :P


* go on a hot air balloon ride K




* sleep under the stars




* kiss in the rain 




*take vodka shots and forget the world




* go on a honemoon to city of love - Venice



* explore europe with K




* stand on the topmost floor of burj khalifa


* dye my hair purple




*swim with shark




* campfire on a lonely island with K




* have a child 



the list goes on and on...........

31 comments:

♥●• İzdihër •●♥ said...

best of luck.

udita said...

thanku :)

Shubhra said...

This was beautiful! btw..I hope that blood in vomit part was not true.

udita said...

sadly it was true :(
bt then i consulted a doctor n he relieved me of all the tension

Atul Vhale said...

You are awesome as your dreams are and no one can stop fulfilling these dreams. Cheers!

udita said...

thanx Atul :)

tanmeet said...

i hope all your wishes come true.. i'll pray for u n K..:))
nd dun worry u are nt gonna die.. i wont let you..:) i too wanna do d same things other dan swimming wid sharks.. i too wanna share all those romantic n exciting n even more moments wid my "A". i hope everything will come back on track.. i'm dying to b wid him ... it hurts so much...:((...:'(... i love him so much... i just want an angel to cum n bring my BUGS back to me... :|

udita said...

Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end T.so cheer up sweetheart.God is just testing ur patience,nothing else

@igolupolu said...

nice one udita rocks :-P.... but it seems ur dreams are like many other people.... make them unique..... but blog is luking very awesome... :-) so sTaY uNmIxEd StAY RaW \m/

udita said...

i will work on ur advice golu polu.....
thanx for dropping by :)

Anonymous said...

wat u'hv is called 'baby-fat'dont worry abt it, listen 2me vry carefully thr is nothing wrong wid u, so don't b paranoid, eat evry 2hr a small portion of food fr sure, try2 eat as much as u want,lots of fibre, fruits, vegetables, chicken/fish/sea-food, drink lots of juices like orange/pineapple/apple & drink loads of milk. Stay away frm junk-food ok. I nvr eat junk-food evr. Do sm exercise.All wishes vl cm true ok. I cn c u in all thez places 'live-in-action'......blue_man905...luv u dost..nvr evr 4gt ur a 'lioness' u rule & rock ovr dis world..remember i told u so..one day we vl meet in my city...i promise u dat dost..stay in touch & keep ur luvly smile on 24X7..365day/year..366days fr dis1 :-))))))

Nikka Flores said...

I also have the same things-wanna-do as your have.. I'm just a new subscriber..Thanks that I saw you on bloggers..:))
I really appreciate your posts.. I also like your background music, it's calming and really suiting to the ears.. And may I ask how to put background music on my blog? :))
Hope you can drop by at my blog and join it via GFC. :)

udita said...

@blue man thanx for the valuable advice on diet...i would surely inculcate it as a part of my daily routine..i cant say NO TO JUNK but i will try to ignore it.. :)
i'm looking forward to visit your city soon...

cya

udita said...

hi nikka...m glad u liked my blog...thanx for the bundle of compliments u just showered :)
putting background music is really simple...u just have to search for the music of ur choice ,copy its code,then go to layout>add as gadget>select HTML/JAVA script>paste the code n ur music is ready :)
i will soon visit ur blog...
till then keep that smile intact

The Dreamer said...

I hope all ur wishes come true, really. And do take care of your health :)

Nikka Flores said...

Thanks udita! :))
I saw your latest post and I'm wishing you the best future engineer Udita! :))

udita said...

ur wishes keep me going :) thanku <3

RUJUTA P said...

Heyy! Awesome writing.Read a few of your posts and connected sooo well,Mainly maybe because even I am into Engineering :( :P and TC! :))

udita said...

thanx for dropping by :)
m really glad u liked my writing :)

Nikka Flores said...

Can you send me the site where can I find the code of the background music that I want? Just like the one you used, I would love to know the site.. please?

udita said...

there is no particular site.....it was just a random search that landed me on this music....i really dont remember the site...sorry :(

Nikka Flores said...

Ooh, it's okay.. :) Thank you still! And keep blogging! I'll always visit your blog fella! :))

Anna Baty said...

I want to say i like everything about your Blog, It is genuine and very true to the facts, Anna keep it up, Great Job.

udita said...

thanku anna:) stay in touch :)

koclok said...

hope ur wisheS come true... GBU

Sigit said...

Be a beautiful dream, but it's better to face reality..:)

TABANAKU said...

WOW, I LOVE THESE. U RE SUCH A GREAT WRITER. I LOVE THE ILLUSTRATIONS TOO. CORRECT BLOG UDITA. NICE MEETING YOU HERE AND READING YOUR BLOG.

Rajat Gaur said...

Jst love your blog....OMG.....I don't know why.... the photos and the backdrop music brought tears in my eyes. Perhaps because I'm also a collage student and have similar dreams...

Best Of Luck to U

MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE...

udita said...

thanku rajat :)

Sudeep said...

Hi Udita,
Hope all your dreamz come true.... but tell me do you really want to "tame a croc.." ?? :)

udita said...

hey Sudeep..thanx for stopping by :)yes i so badly want to tame a croc...my mom doesn't favor my wish...so i will do it as soon as i get independent :) :)

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