Wednesday, August 29, 2012


Yes i am still breathing.I know i am not doing justice to this space.It has almost been a month since i showed up but what to do.My final year of engineering has already started  and believe me it is not what i had been waiting for so long.Nightmare is the word for it.

Ever had to battle with the crowd of noises in your head all at once? All these voices seem to get louder the closer you get to graduation; as you are about to face the big bad world of bills, rents and student loan repayments.

This is the way I  feel  at this point when  I have received more rejection letters than I would like to think.I mean there was a point when i thought that once i got into an engineering college no force in the universe  could stop me to get my dream job.But no.Reality is very harsh man!

The icing on the cake is that you are in the same graduate boxing ring with hundreds of other graduates and post-graduates applying for the same job/position, trying to meet deadlines and catching those early applications and at the same time proving you are worth taking the risk on. All of the pressures combined makes for a battle ground of thoughts, choices and many ‘I don’t cares’. *sigh*

coming onto the other issue that is chafing  me now a days :

 I have been putting on weight and when I say it, I mean it. I am dead sure that the world is conspiring against me because I suspect that even drinking water is making me grow in degrees. Fine!! I have been hogging a lot and I blame it on the stale hostel food (read crap). I cannot forbid my mind from being fickle and I cannot make myself diet. I am not the kind who screams on seeing flab maybe because i have got well versed with its existence! I tell you something and i am telling you this after decades of experience. Ok! Not decade but years. Being fat or chubby isn’t all that bad. Offcourse you curse the mirror in the trial room, make yourself believe that it’s the cloth that has shrunk and even start wearing black to camouflage, but still.

But  the real man goes for heart.Not the bones.Bones are liked by dogs.(this is the only sentence that keeps my spirit high) :P and anyways my boyfriend loves me the way i am :) :)

Just came across a new definition of Calories

Whom am I kidding??!! If any of you actually fell for the above boyfriend wala  imprudent reason or the definition above, I am deeply sorry to burst your bubble. There is nothing good about being fat, and I should beat the Lazy demon within me black and blue and put on those dusty pink nike  running shoes. Procrastination is still running circles in my head!!!

PS pray for me that i get the bestest job which gives me bundles of notes.You will surely get a big treat then :)


♥●• İzdihër •●♥ said...

Best of luck :)

Ivan Aliku said...

Getting a job after graduation has really been one big problem most graduates face. Sitting idle at home can really make one sick and he more you relax your nerves, the more the possibility of adding weight accumulates. But like you hinted, beauty and love is not measured by size, color or outlook. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

udita said...

@izdiher thanx a lot...believe me, wishes are the only thing i need this time the most :)

udita said...

@Ivan you are right a days there are more professionals made than the job industry can accommode...all we need to do is fish for the jobs :P

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Unknown High Paying Jobs said...

Getting a job right now is hard for everybody not just graduates.

There is very little jobs and so much competition. I have a blog that might help you get some ideas.

You need to think outside the box. Especially if the kind of work you would normally do is flooded with competition.

You could find small business ideas,ways to make extra money from your home and much more...

Maybe you might find jobs or business idea's you never thought of who knows.

Who says you're fat? I am 5'7 and a 150 lb. I feel great and look great. I remember being the same height and weighing 90 lbs. I felt like shit and looked like a walking stick.

Don't fall for the BS you see on TV and Magazines. Those women usually wind up will serious health problems.

udita said...

i will surely go through it.thanx for sharing it with me
hahaha...u r right.skinny beauties are out.curves are in :P

Anna Baty said...

I want to say your Blog is amazing. Thank-you for sharing.

Stephy stansila said...

friend your blog is interesting to read. Getting job after studies is big problem.. I got after one year after my studies.
may god bless you.. best of luck

LoNeR's ChUM said...

thought you were talking about the competitive world which is leading to increase in the unemployment force. but no, u are actually stressing on the calories who is sewing our clothes every nite.and they have dominated my life too and though i try a lot, it is of no avail. anyway, have a healthy life. bye and take care.

Gaurav Kumar Gupta said...

so whats the topic of your interest in the fishy market for the job
only your interest, love and devotion will lead you to success

busy in giving competitive exams of government services or anything else like for GATE or IAS..

Gaurav Kumar Gupta said...

I hope all the best for ur future and dreams you ever saw to fulfill

by the way the Headline of ur blog is very creative u must look n search for ur creativity

udita said...

@gaurav i completely agree with u :) pure devotion towards anything can do wonders

and No i have no plans for getting into IAS or anything like that although my father belongs to the same...surely i will try in for GATE or other things that can lead me ahead into my own chosen professional line...
i am glad u liked my blog :)
and ofcourse thanku for the wishes...they are really needed :)
all the best to u too...take care!

udita said...

@Anna thanx a ton :)

udita said...

@stephy thanx for the wishes....all the wishes really matter and can do wonders

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