this song truly suits my condition :/
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Hey everyone.
Sorry my posts have been far and few in the last couple of days. It has been pretty busy here and I haven't had a chance to sit down really! But now I do, so here's my little update :)
This is what my life's like :-/
exams have been stealing my words for the past weeks and restricted me from speaking out to you all.i know i am not doing justice with this space :/
Yes I am still alive :)
The morning frenzy is back! The shrill alarm and its constant snoozing, the hurried showers, the rushed makeup, and the general anxiety of making it on time are all back, because I'm back to the process of becoming an engineer !!! Yes, after three months of long,luxurious leisure, I'm back to real life.
Somebody destroy all those alarm clocks please!
the only thing i am enjoying these days is the Beautiful April Rain.There's thunder too.Best of all is the amazing breeze that it brings along, pushing its way through my thick curtains to cool my cheeks that have heated up from the heavy doze of exams. I'm so glad.i am falling in love with the rains yet again
The soft showers, the cold breeze and the tingling music of the droplets coupled with the enchanting chirp of the birds would want nothing but your lover beside you.oh god! i have become romantically challenged
High heels are out. I’m wearing flats these days.
found the secret to happiness:
Write down all the great things about everyone you know. Make a huge list of all the wonderful things about you. Compliment people wherever you go. Praise every single thing you see. Be a ray of sunshine to everyone you meet, and make their day better for having seen you. Say "Thank you" at every turn. Walk, talk, think, and breathe appreciation and gratitude.
The Secret :)
So there's a little update! I hope you've all had some good news recently. If you have, let me know! I feel there's a positivity in the air at the moment and I'm really loving how so many people seem to be doing well, getting promotions, getting engaged or married etc. What a lovely month april has been turning out to be :)
p.s - i am turning 21 on 28 of this month :)
Sorry my posts have been far and few in the last couple of days. It has been pretty busy here and I haven't had a chance to sit down really! But now I do, so here's my little update :)
This is what my life's like :-/
exams have been stealing my words for the past weeks and restricted me from speaking out to you all.i know i am not doing justice with this space :/
Yes I am still alive :)
The morning frenzy is back! The shrill alarm and its constant snoozing, the hurried showers, the rushed makeup, and the general anxiety of making it on time are all back, because I'm back to the process of becoming an engineer !!! Yes, after three months of long,luxurious leisure, I'm back to real life.
Somebody destroy all those alarm clocks please!
the only thing i am enjoying these days is the Beautiful April Rain.There's thunder too.Best of all is the amazing breeze that it brings along, pushing its way through my thick curtains to cool my cheeks that have heated up from the heavy doze of exams. I'm so glad.i am falling in love with the rains yet again
The soft showers, the cold breeze and the tingling music of the droplets coupled with the enchanting chirp of the birds would want nothing but your lover beside you.oh god! i have become romantically challenged
High heels are out. I’m wearing flats these days.
found the secret to happiness:
Write down all the great things about everyone you know. Make a huge list of all the wonderful things about you. Compliment people wherever you go. Praise every single thing you see. Be a ray of sunshine to everyone you meet, and make their day better for having seen you. Say "Thank you" at every turn. Walk, talk, think, and breathe appreciation and gratitude.
The Secret :)
So there's a little update! I hope you've all had some good news recently. If you have, let me know! I feel there's a positivity in the air at the moment and I'm really loving how so many people seem to be doing well, getting promotions, getting engaged or married etc. What a lovely month april has been turning out to be :)
p.s - i am turning 21 on 28 of this month :)
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
looked in the mirror this morning, didn't like what i saw.i am growing FAT.this has become a serious issue now.i am hating myself.i am feeling scared of facing the mirror :( thinking of going on a crash diet.will feed on fruits for the going and coming week.
i wanna say bye bye fat and greet the gorgeous body.but this is not that simple.
yesterday i had blood in my vomit.did the same this morning.i dont know whats happening.why the hell am i vomiting blood ?so damn scared.am i dying ?
no no no.i dont wanna die.still have long way to go.still have millions of unfulfilled wishes....
* finish college and become a graduate
* attend university
* see the glow of pride on my parent's face (will surely love to replace this image with mine )
* get a job
* gift this car to my parents on their wedding day
* marry my love
* spend life in my dream house with my love
* own a pug
*tame a crocodile
* visit paris and shop till my wallet's empty
* go scuba diving and explore the vastness of the sea
*see for myself that the earth is round
*experience weightlessness
* go sky diving
* bungee jumping
*participate in the La Tomatina festival in Bunol, Spain
* get arrested :P
* go on a hot air balloon ride K
* sleep under the stars
* kiss in the rain
*take vodka shots and forget the world
* go on a honemoon to city of love - Venice
* explore europe with K
* stand on the topmost floor of burj khalifa
* dye my hair purple
*swim with shark
* campfire on a lonely island with K
* have a child
the list goes on and on...........
i wanna say bye bye fat and greet the gorgeous body.but this is not that simple.
yesterday i had blood in my vomit.did the same this morning.i dont know whats happening.why the hell am i vomiting blood ?so damn scared.am i dying ?
no no no.i dont wanna die.still have long way to go.still have millions of unfulfilled wishes....
* finish college and become a graduate
* attend university
* see the glow of pride on my parent's face (will surely love to replace this image with mine )
* get a job
* gift this car to my parents on their wedding day
* marry my love
* spend life in my dream house with my love
* own a pug
*tame a crocodile
* visit paris and shop till my wallet's empty
* go scuba diving and explore the vastness of the sea
*see for myself that the earth is round
*experience weightlessness
* go sky diving
* bungee jumping
*participate in the La Tomatina festival in Bunol, Spain
* get arrested :P
* go on a hot air balloon ride K
* sleep under the stars
* kiss in the rain
*take vodka shots and forget the world
* go on a honemoon to city of love - Venice
* explore europe with K
* stand on the topmost floor of burj khalifa
*swim with shark
* campfire on a lonely island with K
* have a child
the list goes on and on...........
Thursday, March 22, 2012
i can hear the rain drops
and the roaring sky.
i close my eyes hard
with a long sigh!
how similar we are,
me and the sky
we cry our heart out,
to make people smile
yet the difference is only that
it can cry and make the land wet.
while i cry inside,
so no one can hear,
as i sink my heart,
deep into my tears...
completely broken :'(
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
you make me feel beautiful
you make me feel loved
you make me feel pampered
you care for me like a little baby
you pay my bills
you scold me like a dad
you let me sleep in ur arms
what i feel with u is complete bliss...happiness is temporary...it awaits sadness..but bliss simply stays forever..it makes u happy from inside...it brings everlasting smiles :) :) :)
you make me feel loved
you make me feel pampered
you care for me like a little baby
you pay my bills
you scold me like a dad
you let me sleep in ur arms
what i feel with u is complete bliss...happiness is temporary...it awaits sadness..but bliss simply stays forever..it makes u happy from inside...it brings everlasting smiles :) :) :)
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